fallen stars

beware of the words on this page
for they protest of damage far beyond its age
this page testifies a soul full of rage
of a life lived in a cage
at the age of five she might as well been burried alive with home resembling a cage, locked herself in to contain this rage

curses written on the lines of her face, cold hearted she became for one was to blame
hate, love it was all the same
dead among the living she became, she lived to die yet her soul died to live and leave this crippled home grown to an ocean of tears every drop filled with fears of love less gained, of a heart pained by deceit, at 13 her life she wanted to forfeit, pain directed her feet to a life of misfit

thispage testifies of words from a shattered heart, a finished start, an ended begining, a fallen star, a grave tarred
this page testifies of questions asked why's, when's, what's, where's and how's
built the walls of a windowless doorless house
that kept her in and locked them out
at 21 it crashed down, by the blood of the lamb she was found, her broken heart He patches up
scars of a rising fallen star

fashionable garbage

fashion i believe is what you make of it and it becomes something better when personalize it it becomes STYLE
lelo

crazy phone

so right now i was creating a new blog post on my tumblr blog lol only to see that my phone is posessed it keeps dialing and calling people without me dialing lol i reallly need a new phone

D.I.F.F.F

 

it was an awesome night at the durban film festival and met alot of great celebrities and motivated i love my career choice 

lelo

Durban film festival

 

 i have the previlage of photographing this years film festival and it was a learning experience.These images were taken of my colleagues at the opening night that was at the Suncoast in durban.The opening film was ELELWANI and it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!The festival opened at an all time high its moments like these that i am Proud to be called an African
lelo

LIFE_GIVER

When you are old enough to get your periods in the 21st century you are old enough to be a mother .The number of teenage pregnancy is constantly on the rise and so is the rate of abortion neither of the two are right but according to South African law neither are illegal.Whether you choose to bring a life in this world or you premeditate murder it is still legal provided you go to a registered murdering organization.
Lelo

GOALS

As humans we all are automatically manufactured to have certain goals for our lives.This image is initially created to show just how bad and good goals can be .At times we loose sight of these goals and we end up becoming the ball instead of the goal keeper and sometimes we are the goal keeper gaining our control but then sometimes we end up protecting them to a point that we neither playing the field making us just sitting goalies

the view

the view of a place is mostly what sells that property and in most CASES it has to be natural and non toxicared view because the first thing you see influences your mood and during the holidays while i was home this is what i wake up to ,and this is what influences my mood .Good mood?

Tryptich

it is an image that lets in the viewer into my journey ....

finding my business identity

http://susanaraab.wordpress.com/tag/yousef-karsh/ (2012/05/09) date accessed

i specialize in portraiture and fine art photography and some of the images that inspire me are the one above and below .My business is generally built around people cause of the fascination that i have with the unique yet beauty that we poses yet go out of our ways in hiding them and trying to be what we are not .I really am inspired when i see these portrait because a portrait captures the subjects personalities and exact physical appearance and the physical attributes that set them apart basically portraying their character and that's what i want my business to emphasize .The image below is a profile image of an old guy and its a moody image because of the lighting one can get the character on his face and his nose to me is what sets him apart from the next person .These images were captured by Yousuf Kharsh who is a renowned portrait photographer .

http://www.robertkleingallery.com/gallery/20th_century/karsh__yousuf/cousteau/ (2012/05/10) date accessed

Donnie McClurkin - We Fall Down

jewelery_ROBO

The guy that makes these studies fine art and some were realised he loves making jewellery .You never know what God has instore for you

holidays

the holidays come with alot of baggage so as i go into mine i pray that the lord keeps me and gives me strength to stay in him and come out a better woman :)

For Men..and the Women Who Love Them - Bishop T.D. Jakes

Donnie McClurkin - Great Is Your Mercy (live)

everyday count your blessings for the mercy he has given you foryou do not deserve it but because of his love you do dont take advantage of it for when it is available no more it would be toooooo late

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

the words to this song remind me alot about my life and my journey

FOOT_PRINTS

in life we go around leaving our footprints in the lives of other but we never notice the ones that leave their mark on us .....lol one of the landmarqs in my journey

I AM

i was born by a hardworking peasant
who tried to make life pleasant
i was a result of an alcoholics sperm donation
who gave my peasant mother frustration
i was a daughter of the nation
i was an after effect of unprotected sex,a mistake of a two minute round
i was a mistake of a man who's six feet underground
i was part of an alcoholic who no longer makes a sound
i was part peasant part alcoholic
planted in a peasant by an alcoholic
i was a fighter and sometimes i was a cutter
i used to be so bitter
NOW
i am who GOD says i am
i am made in his image
i am the salt of the world
i am the daughter of the most high the king of kings ,Lord above all lords
the heiress to his eternal kingdom t
the candidate for eternallife
i am part of the body of Christ......

seven deadly sins-ENVY

http://www.babydoll.ws/2008/03/12/seven-deadly-sins/

 ENVY -A feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck.

seven deadly sins-GLUTTONY

Web definitions:habitual eating to excess.

wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

http://therubicon.org/2009/02/thinkaloud-the-sixth-sin/