fashionable garbage

fashion i believe is what you make of it and it becomes something better when personalize it it becomes STYLE
lelo

crazy phone

so right now i was creating a new blog post on my tumblr blog lol only to see that my phone is posessed it keeps dialing and calling people without me dialing lol i reallly need a new phone

D.I.F.F.F

 

it was an awesome night at the durban film festival and met alot of great celebrities and motivated i love my career choice 

lelo

Durban film festival

 

 i have the previlage of photographing this years film festival and it was a learning experience.These images were taken of my colleagues at the opening night that was at the Suncoast in durban.The opening film was ELELWANI and it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!The festival opened at an all time high its moments like these that i am Proud to be called an African
lelo

LIFE_GIVER

When you are old enough to get your periods in the 21st century you are old enough to be a mother .The number of teenage pregnancy is constantly on the rise and so is the rate of abortion neither of the two are right but according to South African law neither are illegal.Whether you choose to bring a life in this world or you premeditate murder it is still legal provided you go to a registered murdering organization.
Lelo

GOALS

As humans we all are automatically manufactured to have certain goals for our lives.This image is initially created to show just how bad and good goals can be .At times we loose sight of these goals and we end up becoming the ball instead of the goal keeper and sometimes we are the goal keeper gaining our control but then sometimes we end up protecting them to a point that we neither playing the field making us just sitting goalies

the view

the view of a place is mostly what sells that property and in most CASES it has to be natural and non toxicared view because the first thing you see influences your mood and during the holidays while i was home this is what i wake up to ,and this is what influences my mood .Good mood?

Tryptich

it is an image that lets in the viewer into my journey ....

finding my business identity

http://susanaraab.wordpress.com/tag/yousef-karsh/ (2012/05/09) date accessed

i specialize in portraiture and fine art photography and some of the images that inspire me are the one above and below .My business is generally built around people cause of the fascination that i have with the unique yet beauty that we poses yet go out of our ways in hiding them and trying to be what we are not .I really am inspired when i see these portrait because a portrait captures the subjects personalities and exact physical appearance and the physical attributes that set them apart basically portraying their character and that's what i want my business to emphasize .The image below is a profile image of an old guy and its a moody image because of the lighting one can get the character on his face and his nose to me is what sets him apart from the next person .These images were captured by Yousuf Kharsh who is a renowned portrait photographer .

http://www.robertkleingallery.com/gallery/20th_century/karsh__yousuf/cousteau/ (2012/05/10) date accessed

Donnie McClurkin - We Fall Down

jewelery_ROBO

The guy that makes these studies fine art and some were realised he loves making jewellery .You never know what God has instore for you

holidays

the holidays come with alot of baggage so as i go into mine i pray that the lord keeps me and gives me strength to stay in him and come out a better woman :)

For Men..and the Women Who Love Them - Bishop T.D. Jakes

Donnie McClurkin - Great Is Your Mercy (live)

everyday count your blessings for the mercy he has given you foryou do not deserve it but because of his love you do dont take advantage of it for when it is available no more it would be toooooo late

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

the words to this song remind me alot about my life and my journey

FOOT_PRINTS

in life we go around leaving our footprints in the lives of other but we never notice the ones that leave their mark on us .....lol one of the landmarqs in my journey

I AM

i was born by a hardworking peasant
who tried to make life pleasant
i was a result of an alcoholics sperm donation
who gave my peasant mother frustration
i was a daughter of the nation
i was an after effect of unprotected sex,a mistake of a two minute round
i was a mistake of a man who's six feet underground
i was part of an alcoholic who no longer makes a sound
i was part peasant part alcoholic
planted in a peasant by an alcoholic
i was a fighter and sometimes i was a cutter
i used to be so bitter
NOW
i am who GOD says i am
i am made in his image
i am the salt of the world
i am the daughter of the most high the king of kings ,Lord above all lords
the heiress to his eternal kingdom t
the candidate for eternallife
i am part of the body of Christ......

seven deadly sins-ENVY

http://www.babydoll.ws/2008/03/12/seven-deadly-sins/

 ENVY -A feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck.

seven deadly sins-GLUTTONY

Web definitions:habitual eating to excess.

wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

http://therubicon.org/2009/02/thinkaloud-the-sixth-sin/

seven deadly sins-GREED

Intense and selfish desire for something, esp. wealth, power, or food.http://www.arsmedia.net/donizetti-vizicapitali/greed.htm

seven deadly sins -SLOTH

Reluctance to work or make an effort; laziness.
http://www.zimbio.com/The+seven+deadly+sins/articles/Pa8vglu7gLp/Sloth+Deadly+Sin

seven deadly sins-VANITY

VANITY-excessive pride in or admiration of one's own appearance or achievements
www.google.co.za/imgres?imgurl

seven deadly sins-LUST

LUST-ordinate craving for pleasure of the body
www.sodahead.com/united-states/which-of-the-seven-deadly-sins-do-you-commit-the-most/question
 

seven dadly sin-ANGER

WRATH-a strong feeling of annoyance,displeasure,hostility
www.layoutsparks.com/1/212936/seven-deadly-sins-wrath-.html

one of my first poems about the women i my life that left home hoping for a better life i would always imagine how life went....

shattered

shattered cracked not yet broken
left with words unspoken 
caught in the moment
escaping tomorrows torment
moment of a happy illusion
illusion that causes her confusion
confusion that leads to her prostitution
shes shattered cracked but not yet broken
left with words unspoken
shattered cracked but not yet broken by her life in the shack
trying to forget by smoking crack
shattered cracked not yet broken trying escape this life of daily rape
they say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
leaving this shame-full life she dreams no longer
she escapes this life of hungry nights
uneducated she knows of no rights
shattered cracked not yet broken
left with words unspooken
to live her happy illusion her legs she must open
but opening her legs doesn't bring reality to her happy illusion
instead it causes more confusion
but opening her legs pays the rent ,buys the clothes and has hungry nights
she's the lady of the night and in her industry she needs no lights
and weel even they  need rights
she works hard so she thinks she deserves to relax ,she never relaxed in that shack
so she relaxes by smoking crack
sex ,crack,sex,crack
that's the reality she ran to thinking she would escape life in the shacks
the city is heartless
the city is heartless takes your soul and heart and leaves you life-less
shattered cracked not yet broken
left with words unspoken
her happy illusion was so close yet so far
died a whore never got a chance to be treated like a star
shattered cracked ended up broken
her death was silence no words were spoken .......



©nombulelo primrose ndlela-2009-06

working progress

still an incomplete image and its slowly bieng built up

child hood beauty

                                         i am very fortunate to be the aunt of this handsome boy :)

my view point

my five answers

Photography to me is visual story telling .I love almost all the aspects of photography one big the digital manipulation side of it ,but i do find the fashion aspect a bit challenging because as much as i wear what i want but i dont really pay attention to what happens in the industry .Inspiration is drawn from anything ,anyone  or anyplace i do not have a specific area were i mainly draw my inspiration from .Photography is L:Ife

IDENTIFICATION